Yep, I said it! I suck at trying to find balance in my life. It’s one of the things I’m really hoping I can figure out with the help of my therapist. For a while there, everything in life was going absolutely wonderful, and then without warning, I took a nosedive and I’ve been trying to scrape myself off the pavement ever since.
The stupid thing is that things started to go south in my head when they started looking up to everyone else. I got back into writing from home. I’m starting to take care of the apartment again. Hubs has a stable job and seems to like it. And yet, this weekend wound up being an almost scary low for me.
I think there are some things I really need to pull back from. I need to evaluate everything in my life that’s important and cut out anything that I possibly can, at least for a bit. That’s easy to say, how will it be to achieve?